nuthinelsematters

2006-01-04T05:28:00.000-08:00

totoo naman ah. i really didn't get ANY and i mean ANY sleep last night :(

i dunno. i was thinkin bout lotsa stuffs. like. the freakin projects, thesis, book report. tapos i was hungry pa. tapos. i was thinkin bout this stuffs bout matthew. pak talaga. sobra. bwiseet!!

when i went to school, sobrang. grr. hindi ako inantok!!! sobra!! labo nga eh. haha. tapos un nga. dame nanaman kelangan gawin. :( chem project due on friday na. actually done na. ung english thesis. hindi ko pa tapos. wala pa introduction :( pngwa ko na kei gerry ung generalization. labo eh. haha. tapos. uhh. ung term paper pa sa ss! omigosh. sooooper. hirap. haha. actually. mejo. :) narresearch kasi eh :) tapos we started to make our thesis in filipino. haha. grabe. ung topic namin. gay linggo. like. omigosh. haha. la lang :)

2006-01-03T05:06:00.000-08:00

pasok na 2mo :( so sad. vacation's over. :( y0ko pa pumasok. it sucks. kasi naman. dami kelangan gawin. tapos. dami issubmit. tapos. xmpre. pag pasok makikita na namin results sa exams :( so sad. iyak nanaman toh. y0ko makita grade ko sa exam. lalo na sa chem! it sucks. haha :) kasi naman eh. bwiset.

then. ayan. he talked to me na. super bwiset part 2. pano. we didn't talked yesterday. for like. the whole day. he wasnt contacting me. and now he's makin excuses and shit. fuck that. m not that stupid u kno..

ugh. nakakainis na :( kasi naman eh. i really love him. kaso. sobrang weird. anu ba.what if. i stopped this na. it's bein too stupid.

i don't wanna go to school 2mo. haay nako. bad trip sobra. first day ng school sa 2006 mei extension! amp naman. bakit ganto. dapat kasi. ung pasok 9 nalang. hehe :) anyway.

our english thesis. half palang. ss term paper, NONE. chem project ko, half palang. english book report. NONE. as in hindi ko pa nababasa. math group project, NONE. haay nako. nu ba yan. bahala na nga si Lord. :(

2005-12-30T08:01:00.000-08:00

okei. so uhm. today. was kinda. uhm. la lang :)

our relatives from our mother's side went here in our house for a family gathering thinggy. so. not all of them were here. for some reason. but un. :) Gabby was here nanaman.! haha :) eh un. la lang. then Norman came. wit john. to give my gift. then they ate. then onting usap usap. then un. then. la lang :) hehe

soooper nakakatamad na magblog. pero la kasi ako magawa eh :)

anyway.. another year is endin. haay. bakit ba ganito :) xmas break is endin na rin. haven't done any of my projects yet. haha :) anyway. haay nko. it's like. year 2006 in like, a day nalang. grabe, what's in store for my year 2006. hmmm :) im gon make a new year's resolution and a 2006 wish list. wahahaha :) here goes :)

new year's resolution
** make myself taller :)
** study harder
** love to study. haha
** be a good daughter. :) haha (coz im not! lol)
** be an obedient kid :)
** stop playin
** grow up. haha
** be more sensitive. haha
** try dieting? haha
** wag daw tamarin. sbe ni matthew. haha :)
** no guys. stick to one daw sbe ni pil. haha :) (i am naman ahh!!)
** be a lil careful bout stuffs and makin decisions :)
** learn more bout movin on and forgettin bout pasts (hell yea!)
** follow my gradeschool daw :)

2006 wish list
`` new phone (n91)
`` laptop (wooohoo!)
`` more shopping money (?) haha
`` me to pass entrance exam for Ateneo
`` a really nice. lablayp :)
`` a really nice. year :)
`` boxing lessons
`` piano lessons
`` my room painted rainbow. haha :)

2005-12-29T07:36:00.000-08:00

hm. haha. i woke up at 3pm. haha. anyway :)

i feel so. weird. haha. lmao. anyway.

the thing bout last night was kinda. good na. we talked bout it. well, mejo. basta un. labo parin. pero. we talked bout it na. kaya. un. haha. labo?

anyway. mom's freakin out na. dami visitors dito bukas eh. kasi naman. i dunno what the reason eh. haha.

2005-12-28T08:29:00.000-08:00

okei. so. i cant sleep. hehe. dunno why. wait. it's 12.43am. do i want to sleep?? haha. lol. la kasi maxado kchat eh. :) haha. lol. i told myself m gon do my chem project today which is due on Jan.06 lol. eh. i forgot how to do it. lmao. weird. anyway. im forcing myself to write on the notebook nine gave me. lol. eh i can't think of anythin to write. mejo. nuthin special today (daw). haha. dunno. kasi naman. im not YET sure! it really sucks! it's been. 2 weeks? and m not yet sure. bwiset. kasi naman. ugh! sooooper dami reasons. ugh. IT SUCKS! really. it does. it's kinda. begginin to annoy me. plus, it's pissin me off AND m gettin really sick of it. haha. parang mejo big deal. pero. ewan. for me it is. kasi naman. napaka iresponsableng bata.! hahaha m so mean. again. i kno. :)

"no matter what the people say, i'm gonna love you anyway, you are my life, i can't let go, even if we forcify, try to get it right, you are my life, i can't let go, even we disagree, you can put it unto me, you are my life, i can't let go"

i hate this. i totali hate it. it's so sad. kasi naman eh. makes me cry :( i told him. what if i tell him to stop this na. kasi sooper nahihirapan na ako :( we barely talk. tapos. when we talk. walang kwenta. anu ba. sumthin's wrong dba?? i dont even kno what to do anymore. it sucks. kasi naman... ugh!!!! i hate this.. :(

2005-12-28T03:10:00.000-08:00

okei. so. haha :) lol. i slept at 2.30am. it was early. i kno. compared to the other nights. haha. kasi. i watched this movie. Prime. ung latest movie ni Uma Thurman. anyway. un nga. hehe. basta. ang cute nung movie. kasi si, Rafy (played by uma thurman) is a 37 year old divorced woman. then she met this guy, David, who is a 23 year old artist. then un. this si david, nainlove xa kei rafy. then un. then, ung mom pala ni david therapist ni rafy. then basta un. hehe. cute nung movie. they ddnt end up together tho. i cried. haha. i dunno why. it's not that sad naman eh. pero kasi. it reminded me of sumthin. sumthin really special. see, they have a lil "sumthin" in their relationship. tho they have a sooooper sexual realtionship. parang. makikita mo na they love each other. and really care for each other. so. un. haha. it reminds me of sumthin i had well, i dunno if i still have it now. haha. lol. kasi naman eh :) i miss him nanaman. haha :)

i woke up at 1pm. haha. stig noh? hahaha. then i felt like watchin White Chicks edi i watched. then after i watched Thirteen. basta un. hehe. nakakatuwa :)

2005-12-27T05:35:00.000-08:00

yes! haha. antgal ng new post ko! hehe. been really busy eh. well not really. mejo tinamad lang :) anyway. hmm.. what have i been upto.. uhh.. well.. nung 25. we went out for dinner at this resto. i dunno where its at pero. basta near baywalk :) hehe. basta un. it was fun. then after. mejo roadtrip hehe. then we stopped by starbux. tapos.. la lang :) hehe. then.. 26 super bum dito sa house. hehe. didn't make a post coz i was doin this thing. basta. pic site thinggy :) hehe. check it out. http://ghettofab.photofart.com un. hehe. i was freakin happy. coz ung banner na andun. mejo baboy. hehe. kasi parang la lang xa. trial lang. but it turned out really nice. hehe :) anyway. ill be back later. mejo.. tinatamad. hehe

i went out with friends nga pala :) we watched Shake Rattle & Roll. haha. the first person that ull see in this movie is Ai Ai Delas Alas. soooper laughtrip. hindi nakakatakot. :) haha

2005-12-24T04:28:00.000-08:00

i woke up at around.. 11.30? because somebody outside my room is yellin "lea! gising na! tanghali na! tumulong ka nga dito!!" pak. haha. so yea. i got out of the room and looked at the freakin stuffs my mom had been doin since mornin. cookin. haha. she's askin me to help. haha. after we ate lunch. i "kinda" helped. my mom asked me to help her with the potato salad. eon. grabe. i don't kno how to taste the freakin salad. haha :) then she asked me to stir the white sauce for the lasagna. haha. i was like. "ma, matagal pa ba to? sakit na ng kamay ko" haha. she was like. "tapos gusto mo mag-chef? wala pang isang oras kang nghahalo jan" haha. well. i said. "joke lang un!" haha. sobrang. haha :) la lang.

then my cuzin came. wit her cutie lil son :) haha. ang cute nea. his name is Gabby. but when u ask him, he'll be like "babby, babby, baggy!" haha. ang cute. :) then my bro gave him this stuffed toy nine gave me. ung nemo. haha. he was like. "nemo. nemo!" haha. ang cute nea talaga! haha.

then. i really don't feel like it's christmas. dunno why. haha. inaway ko nga pala si pao kanina. hahaha. pero nagbati din hahaha. eon. wer good :) and now. waitin for that effin call. again. it was nice i got it last night :) hahaha. i was like "bat wala kang gift sakin?" he said. "sa Christmas sasabihin ko seo" sbe ko. "dba gift binibigay? hindi sinasabe?" haha. ang weird. hahaha :) lmao. anyway. un nga :) haha.

Merry Christmas everyone! :)

2005-12-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

so. i went to town today. hmm :) well it was nice. we watched a movie. The Family Stone. it was cute. haha. anyway :)

i was at starbucks alone before we watched. i was sittin there listenin to my iPod. then these 2 gurls and a guy sittin at the couches behind me, was lookin at me. for, i don't know what the reason is. it was so weird. then they left na. then i bought a drink. Coffee Jelly. god i love that :) then there's this weird guy who sat at the table in front of me. as in in front of me. he was lookin at me. lol. i've seen that guy a lotta times there. he looks. bombai*ish. hehe. well, kasi, i usually go there when i have nothin to do at town or waitin for somebodi or when im alone. dun lang ako tumatambay. anyway. then he sat at the couch behind me. then he was like. "excuse me miss. i've seen you a lot of times here. can i know your name?" haha. i was like. "lea *smiling*" then he said. "hi. *smiline* im (im not sure if it's davie or david?), can i join you?" "sure" then we started talkin. he told me he sees me there like, 3 times in a week. haha. then he said, when he sees me, i always buy the same drink. haha. :) then he asked me if i model. i was like "no?" then he said. if i like to model. haha. guess what i answered? i said no. haha. then he told me, he works for this modeling agency thinggy. so i was like. okei. haha :) so weird.

so anyway. on the way home, me and my mom stopped by the parlor to get our hair and nails done. then, went home. grabe. this still sucks. hahaha. nakakairita na! still waitin for his freakin call. which, i think i wont be able to get tonight. AGAIN. this really sucks. pak. ang pao's just. so weird! ugh. so weird.

2005-12-22T21:39:00.000-08:00

okei. m gon go tuh town later. just waitin for my sis. antagal! haha. she told me we're goin at 1.30. grabe. its already 2pm! haha. tagal. anyway. im sorry for the other post. i know. i'ts so w.e.i.r.d

2005-12-22T06:45:00.000-08:00

m sooo bored. haay nako. still waitin for womeone to call. napakatagal. anyway. im thinkin if m goin out 2mo. parang. i want. pero i feel so lazy. hehe. chaka. wala naman akong gagawin. unless. mei manlibre sakin :) haha. kasi naman. i feel so bored here at home. eh. la lang. :) anyway..

it's been really cold here. dunno why. haha :) sarap tuloy matulog. haha. i "kinda" slept all day. :) it freakin sucks coz i aint got nuthin to do. :( i was too lazy to get up eh. haha. :)

okei. so im browsing some new themes for my phone. hehe. then i was shocked to see a "Panday" theme. hehe. nakakatuwa naman :) then the rest. puro gurls na. hahaha!

i emailed nine kanina. wala lang. i made kwento bout the stufs that was happenin here. i told her bout skool, the barkada, the freakin "frat" thing, bout celine and bout me. of course :)

today is dec.22. only 3 days till christmas. and i still dont feel "christmas-si" haha. it's not that, exciting anymore, not like the christmas before when i was little. hehehe. i dunno why. it sucks! haha

you know.. there's this "thing", me, my bro and my sis usually do in New Year's Eve. hehe. kasi. usually, there's this "big thing" in HBO. where, there's gon be a premeire of one of the "big" films. tapos. we watch it. haha. weird? it started when they aired the Titanic hehe. this year, they're gon be showing, I,Robot. hehe :)

omg. i just saw a Pinoy Big Brother theme. hahahaha.

okei. so i still cant find any nice theme. and im still waitin for that freakin call. and still waitin for a txt from a friend. pak. this sucks!

2005-12-21T09:10:00.000-08:00

oh my god.. i just cannot believe this. i think. im freakin in love. haha. oh my god. this is like. so weird. pero. hmpf. i dunno. its still complicated. anu baaa! :) this is so weird.

2005-12-21T05:13:00.000-08:00

today was like one of those days i have during summer. haha. :) the type of day that i was too lazy to do anythin but watch tv. haha. i was even too lazy to get up and eat! hahaha :) sooo funny. the really bad part of it was when i have nuthin to watch na. coz all of the shows really suck. even the cartoons. haha. so. un. but it's all good :)

i actually had plans for 2mo. it sucks. haha. all of it didn't even budge. bwiset. sayang! hahaha. i really wanna go out 2mo!. my sis is goin out kasi. pati my bro ata. haha. tas m boin to festi ata on friday. pero. i still wanna go out 2mo! my gad! if not.. what am i gon do nanaman here at home? bum nanaman!? my gad! hahaha.

weeee.! take me out 2mo!! hahaha :)

2005-12-20T03:37:00.000-08:00

okei. so i just got home from town. hehe. :) i wasn't really supposed to go to town kasi wala ako kasama. eh naisip ko, what if hindi ako mkakapunta sa sm/st.francis/g4 *hehe* on thurs. edi hindi na ako makakaalis. hehe. so i went to town na. eventho la ako kasama. :) but it's all good. i bought a gift for my sister. i wasnt wit her naman kasi she was watchin Kingkong wit mikel. so anyway, un. i bought her a gift. then i lookd for sumthin for myself. i looked for a top. hmm. nakaikot na ko sa buong town. wala parin ako nakita! hehe :) well actually meron :) discounted pa nga kaya mura :) guess what brand?? hahaha. Lulu Castangnet (pak. mali ata spelling) haha. un. hehe :) its a sleeveless kasi kaya i didn't buy. my mom and my sis would get mad nanaman. hmpf. but anyway. i bought sumthin from Nafnaf nalang. it's nice. hehe :) anyway. un.

then. i went to starbux. (DUH) la lang. tambay, while waitng for my sis. bad timing coz there was this guy. na former "friend" *hmmm?* namin eh. he talked to me bout this nonsense issue. weirdo. edi i told him what he wants. that's what i told him before. na if we talked, he''l get what he wants. edi i gave it to him. tapos un. edi un. ansama ko. im so mean. ahaha. but i just told him the truth. that's what he wanted. kaya un. anyway.

weee.. nkita ko un crush ko knina!! hahaha :) my gad. i missed him. he's so gwapo! hahaha. i never thought mapapansin nea ako. :) yiheee.. :) he's so.. soo.. gwapo :) haha. eh i was listenin to my iPod. tapos nun napatingin ako sa kabilang direction, bgla ko xa nkita. i think he was callin me, hindi ko lang nrinig. kasi i saw his mouth, like lipsing my name. :) grabe. haha. iw as wit Norman din nga pala :)

eon :) wow. im really really really.. fallin :) for real :)

2005-12-19T23:30:00.000-08:00

okei. so, uhh. im feeling kinda addicted to bloggin again :)

i was checkin/readin my other blogs. :: blog 01 02 & 03 . la lang. just reminisced :) ang nice pala. hehe. while i was readin the blog#02, i never thought i was that, uhh, what's the term, wild? hehe. basta. almost all of it has the words "freakin, fuckin, damn, shit & all those crappy stuffs" haha. it was funny tho. :) there were posts about pao and stuffs. haha. and then i read blog#03. it was the one before the multiply thinggy, which i can't open. well, anyway. un. i read it. it was all about.. hmm.. let's see.. my crush :), my friends & a lot of skool!! haha. there were.. like. hmm. one? post about pao. hmm. actually can't remember. i think i deleted the other stuffs. coz there was this one post that says "im sorry i was bein too dramtic" hehe :) but it's all good. and then. blog#01. like omg. i didn't finished it all. super haba! as in mahaba! hehe. but it's okei. ako naman nagsulat nun eh :) well anyway. it's all bout.. pao. hahaha. pao. what's up wit that ba?? haha. ay onga pala. hahah :) im so mean :D haha. eh kasi naman. hahaha :) anyway. it's aight. that was my first ever blog. and i rememberi remomved the chatterbox thinggy coz people were like messin up wit it. lam mo nuh, haters/bitches who aint got nuthin doin in thier freakin lives :). im so mean :D i know. haha :) this is so weird. i miss bloggin kasi eh :)

it's 11. and i txtd sombody to call me up. leche. he's not callin pa. tapos naubos pa load ko coz of him. hmpf. bili nanaman ng new load. haha :) leche. guys nanaman! i can't stop. hahaha. :) bwiset

okei now. so. i havta be honest. i miss. hmm :) i miss him. a lot. okei. i dunno why. but i miss him. and and. because of pil. (pinansin nea ung its nice to be inlove again ko. haha) napaisip tuloy ako. am i inlove again?. weeeee. sana hindi! hahaha. ang sadista ko! hahah :)

*leche. he's still not txtn*

christmas.. hmm.. lemme see. today is.. tuesday? christmas is gon be on sunday. haha. haven't bought gifts yet. haha. it sucks. ill buy maybe 2mo or on thurs. baka im gon to town 2mo. with paolo. (diff) tapos baka m gon to sm/st.francis/g4 on thurs. dame! haha :)

yey! :)

inlove.. hahaha :) love na naman? hindi na ba ako nasawa??? :)

2005-12-19T04:00:00.000-08:00

okei now. soo yea, i came back. haha. weird kasi nung multiply. it doesn't open here in our pc. actually sa halos lahat ng DSL. well, it sucks. haha.! eh i missed bloggin so much. so i thought why not use blogger again. kaya un. back. :) anyway..

xmas break. not really boring tho. it just started kasi. eh, im planning gimmicks kagad. i wanna go out kasi eh. haha. sobrang boring pag house lagi. :) hahaha. well, im "kinda" reconciling with some people now. i dunno why. they just keep poppin out. :) but its nice naman. :) at least, mejo hindi na ako ma-iilang or sumthin. kei lang. Christmas naman eh :)

there's this song, that goes like this::

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole

it's kinda.. nice. :) listen to it:: Make Me Whole - Amel Larrieux

** it's nice bein inlove again :) **

2005-12-18T05:10:00.000-08:00

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